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"I now live with a sense of wholeness, confidence, and self acceptance..."

The change I’ve experienced through this work is beyond anything I imagined possible. For more than fifteen years I pursued every form of standard care for military related PTSD. Nothing compared to what I found here. Bill created a space of safety and trust where I discovered what I had been searching for all along, that everything I need to heal is already within me. His guidance allowed me to reconnect with that truth, and from there real transformation began. As a primary care provider and wellness advocate, I’ve seen many approaches to healing, but I have never witnessed anything as profoundly therapeutic or life changing as this. I now live with a sense of wholeness, confidence, and self acceptance that no statistic or study could ever capture. If you are willing to trust yourself and step into the process, growth and freedom are possible.

— Anthony G. , FNP-C

"I now experience immense joy in my life that words can hardly capture."

Thanks to Bill's expertise, my life has completely changed. He has helped me approach difficult feelings and past experiences with curiosity instead of fear. Bill helped me open doors I didn’t even know existed and showed me possibilities I never imagined. Because of this work, I now experience immense joy in my life that words can hardly capture. This has been such important work, don't let your mind control your life!

— Elaine R.

"I found a way to open to others, to let people back into my life, and to live with love..."

I’ve carried suffering my whole life. Bill’s way of working has given me a kind of relief I never thought I would find. For as long as I can remember, I’ve lived with self-doubt, self-hatred, and thoughts of ending my life. I believed the horrors of my childhood were my fault, and that my failure to protect others in combat was also mine to carry. As an adult I was diagnosed with childhood sexual assault schizophrenia—when a voice would come in, supposed to protect me, but only left me worse off. As a veteran, I’ve walked through war and come home with the weight of it still pressing on my chest. Survivor’s guilt, loss, the faces of those who never made it back—they followed me into every corner of my life. Bill met me in a setting of quiet and stillness, surrounded by the healing presence of nature. 

There was no judgment, no one watching—only the serenity of a safe place where I could finally lay my burdens down. With Bill’s guidance I began to break the chains that had kept me from ever loving myself. I was able to let go—of sorrow, pain, sadness, anger, frustration, humiliation, loss, hatred, and the survivor’s guilt of combat. I found release not only toward those who harmed me, but toward myself as well. I’ve sat with Bill about seven or eight times now. When I told him about my schizophrenic episodes, he showed me how to still my mind and move beyond the voice. Since then, both the suicidal thoughts and the episodes have gone quiet. But the greatest gift of his work is this: I finally learned how to love myself. To care for myself. To calm myself when I need it. And in that learning, I found a way to open to others, to let people back into my life, and to live with love—not as a soldier still fighting inside, but as a man who has finally come home.

— Art S.

"[Bill] helped me access a part of myself that I thought was lost forever..."

As a refugee who survived the cruelty and discrimination of a repressive regime, I was forced to start life alone in a foreign land while still just a young kid. Later, as a combat veteran, I carried wounds that cut far deeper than the physical. The weight of trauma, the ache of homesickness, the losses, the nightmares, the anxiety, and the depression felt unbearable, and I truly believed I would never escape the pain of my past. When nothing else helped, this therapy — and the gentle, compassionate guidance of Bill — opened a new path for me. He never pushed me before I was ready, he listened without judgment, and he held the space that helped me find the courage to face the trauma I had been running from for so long. He helped me access a part of myself that I thought was lost forever. For the first time, I felt true healing begin within me, and I am profoundly grateful for the peace and strength he helped me reclaim. I just wish our paths were crossed way sooner!

— Atisha

"The time I’ve spent with Bill has been nothing short of profound and impactful..."

I am a highly successful entrepreneur, having started several businesses—some I sold, others I ran into the ground. My life was super high stress, filled with constant travel, demands, and endless doing. I was always busy, unable to quiet my mind, barely sleeping, constantly thinking and pushing: go, do, more, repeat. I never said no—why would I? I didn’t realize until working with Bill that I was carrying pain from deep wounds I didn’t even know existed, wounds I had blocked off. I came into this work filled with worry, self-hatred, feeling undeserving of love, never enough. What I was really seeking was relief—a gateway to inner peace, a way to stop beating myself up. I wanted to invite in self-compassion and acceptance, and I’ve learned the profound power of being present. I am deeply indebted and grateful to Bill, who has guided me, forever changed me, and helped me see the light. 

His warm and loving demeanor, his deep care and attention, his conscious awareness of what is—these have been life-changing. He created a sacred container for my spiritual journeys, a place where I could release resistance, let go, and just be. Surrounded by the serene natural beauty he curated, I felt safe, cared for, and able to trust completely. Bill is my Rainbow Warrior, a true sage helping me heal my deepest wounds and set myself free. He has shown me inner peace, love, compassion for myself, and the truth that we are all one in this universe. He walks with me every step of the way—from preparation and intention, to the days of awe and revelation, to integration and growth. He brings deep resources, guided meditations, and wisdom to support every step of the process. The time I’ve spent with Bill has been nothing short of profound and impactful. I would recommend him to anyone willing to step forward with curiosity—to explore, discover, and open to what is possible.

— Ken G.

"It’s as if Bill is slowly pulling up a window shade for me to view my inner world..."

My husband and I were introduced to Bill through a few trusted friends who knew that we take a deeper, wider approach to life. When we met Bill, he was exactly what we were told, a peaceful and kind man. I instantly felt trust with him which is not something that happens for me often. His environment is as calm and beautiful as imaginable. Bill is there throughout the session with just the perfect amount of support and guidance. He is gentle, knowledgeable, and compassionate. It’s as if Bill is slowly pulling up a window shade for me to view my inner world. His support afterwards is insightful and helpful. The session gave me the opportunity to process things I thought were handled long ago. It was also a wonderful and bonding experience to do with my husband. Bill has a gift that I feel very fortunate to be a recipient of.

— R.G.

"...I am so grateful I was brave enough to say yes"

There comes a point when you are just done. Angry enough. Exhausted enough. Hardened. Numb. Full of mistrust. Thoughts that will not stop. Nightmares that do not end. The feeling that you will never be enough. Even the thought of not wanting to be here anymore. And finally you realize what you are doing is not working. I came to that point as both a veteran and a survivor of childhood trauma. I carried the weight of my past, and I thought I had to carry it all alone. I thought I had to be tougher, stronger, more in control. But none of that was working. 

That is where I was when I was referred to Bill. And I am so grateful I was brave enough to say yes. Sitting on his porch, with the sound of birds and the wind around me, Bill guided me into meditation and gave me this gentle compassionate nudge to feel. To ask, what is my body saying. To let myself breathe. To let go. To come back to my breath again and again. And to do it in a space where I felt safe. That porch changed something in me. I realized I did not need to be fixed. I was never broken.

— Arbor C.

"Bill’s skilled and supportive guidance was a space of safety and tenderness..."

My first session with Bill was intended to help me process a life-threatening cancer diagnosis and my feelings around death. Once that immediate threat was resolved, I was left with a deeper question: what does it mean to be fully, authentically alive? It was this question that led to subsequent sessions that centered on this exploration.

What I received through Bill’s skilled and supportive guidance was a space of safety and tenderness where even the hidden and suppressed parts of myself could be met. His calm strength and steady acceptance invited me to soften, to open, and to see myself through a kinder lens. What once felt heavy with judgment became lighter with possibility, creating a foundation for continued growth and discovery.

This work has led me into a more substantial meditation practice, one that brings a sense of calm, serenity, and peace with what is, while also bringing clarity around what no longer serves me and the courage to release burdens that were never mine to carry. I am deeply grateful that life presented the opportunity for this connection. I want to offer my heartfelt thanks to Bill for all he is and all he does in helping me and others remember who they truly are.

— Elise P.

"I was able to experience true peace for the very first time..."

I’ve lived most of my life carrying fear, anxiety, and shame. Through Bill’s guidance and the safe, intentional environment he creates, I was able to experience true peace for the very first time. I came to him as a broken-down veteran who had reached the end of my rope. I had every reason to live, yet for some reason, I couldn’t see the beauty in the life I had.

Bill’s honesty, kindness, and transparency immediately put me at ease. Trust has never come easily for me, but through his actions and genuine care, I was able to open up and begin the healing process. Knowing that Bill is also a veteran gave me confidence that he truly understood how difficult it is for us to share what we carry inside. The truth is, if it weren’t for who Bill is and the work he does, I may not be here today. For that, my family and I are deeply grateful.

— Josh P.

"I discovered the gift of knowing and loving who I am..."

Bill has helped me. Helped me trust myself and to help myself. His work is love and compassion, offered effortlessly. With the priceless, immeasurable gifts of presence, wisdom, teachings, patience, and no expectations, he creates a space beyond words.

If you’ve arrived at a moment in life where you’ve become aware of Bill and his guidance through life-transforming meditations and therapy sessions, you are already pointing yourself home. Use his signposts to uncover the love and inner peace you already know are waiting within you.

Your wisdom, openness, and deep caring are gifts beyond measure. I am very grateful for you and for the way you share your teachings so generously. In the safe space you held with such presence, I began to trust myself - and in that trust I discovered the gift of knowing and loving who I am.

— Gretchen

"...like years of therapy condensed into a day-long session."

I spent over a decade in the US Army, deploying to both Iraq and Afghanistan. Injuries, PTSD, and TBI eventually forced me into early retirement—a hard reset that sent me searching for ways to manage my health. I worked with the VA, stayed active outdoors, and lived what I thought was a solid lifestyle. Then came the Afghanistan withdrawal. I was deeply involved in trying to get my translator and his family to safety, eventually helping over 50 people escape. It was one of the darkest times of my life. I thought I was prepared, but nothing readied me for the weight of moral injury. 

That’s when Bill came into my life. A higher power brought us together. Because he’s walked the same ground, I felt safe sharing what I never thought I could. His understanding as a fellow warfighter was everything. Working with Bill has been nothing short of transformative. Each experience has gone deeper than I could have imagined; like years of therapy condensed into a day-long session. My wife and I have even walked this path together, and it’s strengthened us in ways I can’t fully describe. This work runs deep. I’m profoundly grateful for what Bill has opened up for us. Thank you, Brother.

— Theo Patton

"My life is unrecognizable from when I started working with Bill."

My life is unrecognizable from when I started working with Bill. I experienced a lot of trauma throughout my life and every day was filled with profound suffering. I didn't have hope for the future and couldn't even imagine growing older because it took all of my willpower and energy to survive through each day. I didn't know it was possible to feel the level of peace and joy that I now feel in every moment. Bill, thank you so much for creating a safe and supportive environment and for sharing your gifts and experience. You are an amazing teacher and guide.

— Stephanie G.

"...with Bill, I glimpsed what life could be like free from suffering."

I’ve lived with a strong undercurrent of anxiety for most of my life — at times, unbearable. Building a company over decades pushed me through countless stressful situations that taught me how to handle challenges effectively, yet also left me increasingly restless and, at times, detached. With each passing year, the weight of life seemed to add new layers of unease. I longed for something different but couldn’t see the way forward.

After only a couple of sessions with Bill, I glimpsed what life could be like free from suffering. For years I tried to think my way out of pain, only to realize that something essential was missing: love and compassion. Consumed by fear and anxiety, I couldn’t recognize how vital they are to health — and I even resisted talking about my feelings at all. The work I did with Bill lifted those blinders, allowing me to see what was missing, feel what was possible, and transform my relationship with myself and how I show up in the world in immeasurable ways.

— Mike

" Life has new meaning."

Late in life, having suffered years of anxiety and depression, I met Bill. I carried childhood trauma and was just getting by in spite of outward appearances that said I had it all in hand. In my preadolescence I had been blessed with a mini awakening and longed to regain those feelings of peace, beauty and joy. A compassionate psychiatrist had helped improve life greatly and because of his encouragement I came to Bill. I was full of trepidation and then I saw the setting- peaceful, serene, beautiful, calming.

With the first session I was able to let go of anger toward my parents. I felt like my life counted. I was set on a new path which includes meditation and silent retreat. Bill’s compassionate guidance and deep caring have built trust. A gentle momentum is slowly opening me to moments of love and happiness that I hadn’t felt before. I’m learning to befriend my fear. I’m no longer just spinning my wheels. Life has new meaning. I feel immeasurable gratitude to Bill and to my therapist for leading me to him and for life in general.

— Erin G.

"Bill’s kindness and calmness have made this all possible..."

When I first met Bill, I assumed he would have all the answers for me. What I found instead was far more valuable: he helped me ask better questions. He has shown me that inner peace isn’t about going somewhere else or getting something from someone—it’s about accessing the present moment and finding the true peace within ourselves. Bill’s kindness and calmness have made this all possible, creating a space where I felt safe to explore and grow. His guidance has shifted the way I see my journey, and the changes I’ve experienced in my life have been quite profound. I’m grateful for his insights and the space he creates to explore what matters.

— Jim W.

"I feel deep gratitude for all that is: the good, the bad, and the neutral."

Working with Bill has brought me greater awareness, mindfulness, and a deeper sense of connection—to myself and to those around me. I began to recognize my control issues and how they fueled a pattern of martyrdom and victimhood. I no longer feel the need to have the last word, or to be right. Instead, I feel deep gratitude for all that is: the good, the bad, and the neutral. And I’ve come to love the practice of equanimity.

— Mary Alice L.

"Today my life is the very thing I could only have dreamed of back then."

Bill will always hold a special place in my heart. Our paths crossed when I was deep in a battle with depression, anxiety, and severe sleep problems caused by PTSD from my military service. At the time the VA had prescribed several medications intended to blunt the pain, but instead everything felt worse. I had already attempted to take my life a couple of years earlier and was growing increasingly desperate, convinced I would never be “normal” again. I was carrying traumas from fifteen years before and could not move past them—I was living inside them. The VA was doing its best, but nothing seemed to help.

My first session with Bill was eye-opening. I left feeling lighter and less attached to my past. Through his guidance I began practicing mindfulness and meditation, and with each subsequent session I felt more able to release what I had been holding onto. Over time I didn’t just let go of my burdens—I changed how I experienced the present. I learned to be present. That was three years ago. Today my life is the very thing I could only have dreamed of back then. I’m profoundly grateful to Bill for helping me find my way back to living.

— Josh H.

"A new door opened within me—a door to my soul..."

Working with Bill for the first time was truly eye-opening. I came in carrying years of trauma, guilt, grief, and unhappiness. The pain was so deep that I had forgotten what it felt like to live without it. Through our work together, something shifted. A new door opened within me—a door to my soul—where I finally began to see myself again and feel hope return.

— Ali B.

"...his attuned and compassionate guidance helped me find a sense of sanctuary..."

Bill has a rare gift for creating a space for deep and profound healing to unfold and I’m ever thankful to have found him when I did. I’ve lived with chronic insomnia for most of my life, and it has taken a serious toll on my body and mind, making it difficult to keep up with the responsibilities of my everyday life. I had tried countless methods and read many books to help me manage the symptoms of PTSD, but nothing brought lasting relief.

After one session with Bill, his attuned and compassionate guidance helped me find a sense of sanctuary within myself allowing me to feel safe in my body again. His sensitivity to the process was impeccable and was with me every step of the way, guiding me through layers of surrender to find the source of my own healing, strength and power.

With his support, I developed a daily meditation practice that now serves as an anchor in my life and continues to help me stay grounded, able to rest, and show up more fully in my life with a renewed sense of alignment and peace.

— Paulo R.

"...Bill has helped me to put the events into prospective, start healing, and accept my new world."

Through Bill’s compassionate care, I have been able to recover from the loss of my husband to suicide, followed a few months later by my diagnosis of stage 3 cancer compounded with almost total isolation during the pandemic. I went from being a Tri-athlete to barely being able to rise from a chair. I was filled with guilt over my husband’s death and was just numb. Working with Bill has helped me to put the events into prospective, start healing, and accept my new world. The PTSD around my husband’s suicide has greatly subsided; the joy of living is returning, I am running again, dancing, socializing, and traveling.

— Kit C.

"... I was finally able to sleep at night."

After a hellacious tour in North Africa my life took a nosedive. Depression, anxiety, job loss, substance issues, incarceration and severe, chronic suicidal ideations. After working with Bill, I left all my psych meds behind, reunited with my family, reintegrated into my old life, and I was finally able to sleep at night. I was shocked at how abrupt and effective the turnaround was. If you are struggling with PTSD, substance use, anxiety, or depression, PLEASE talk to Bill. I can't recommend him enough.

— Sean G.

"...a giant load of depression and resistance seemed to just melt away."

I grew up in an environment full of lies and hypocrisy. If I wanted to be accepted in that world, I had to suppress any thoughts or feelings that didn’t align with what authority figures told me. I went along with what I was taught, at first because I believed what I was told, and later because I was afraid of what I would lose if I broke free.

As an adult, I lived a life that looked happy and successful from the outside, but inwardly I was trapped in bitterness about things that had happened in the past and fear of what might happen in the future. I felt walled off from my own feelings and from the people I wanted to be closest to. I knew I wanted to live differently, but I was afraid to change.

My very first session with Bill gave me a taste of what it might feel like to live with a more open heart. His kindness, the care he took to create a healing atmosphere for our work together, and the years he had devoted to his own spiritual journey all made a deep impression on me. He was the first person I was able to confide in about the things I had always hidden away.

He offered a different way to live, a path of accepting myself and the world exactly the way they are, instead of struggling (and failing) to force them to be what I wished they would be. He pointed out the difference between happiness, which depends on outer conditions, and inner peace, which you can find inside yourself no matter what is happening outside.

I felt a lot of resistance to these ideas, but I couldn’t argue with the changes that happened during our sessions. Gradually, I started to feel less trapped in the past and more at ease in the present moment. After the fifth session with him, a giant load of depression and resistance seemed to just melt away. I don’t think much any more about a lot of things that used to control me.

I don’t feel like my healing journey is finished by any means, but I have come a long way, and I feel very grateful to have Bill as my guide.

— Christine N.

"We feel more connected than ever before..."

After we each had an individual session with Bill, with deep and transformative results, we decided to do a couples session with Bill. The trust in Bill and in ourselves that we had cultivated in our individual sessions expanded and, while we each had our own individual journeys and experiences in our couples session, there was something very powerful about knowing that we were experiencing them together in the same space, in the same moments, breathing the same air and with our hearts beating close to each other. Bill held us both with such care that we were able to both open up and sink deep below the surface. We feel more connected than ever before, we celebrate each other and our relationship and we are naturally drawn to joy over fear. It is impossible of course to describe these experiences in words, even to ourselves, but the felt experience of ease and happiness is solid and undeniable. Thank you, thank you, thank you Bill!

— Stu & James

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